So heads up readers!! This is what took place after the last post i posted! THE TRANSFER thingy right??!!
1. Made alot of new friends. Thanks guys for making me feel more at ‘home’! love you guys.
2. Having lots of fun with my loved ones without that plastic human figure in my life who kept on restraining us from doing so.
3. I went for this Red Crescent Night in Hokkien Hall. Even though the crowd was conquered by the Chinese members...I still had fun though. Thank god DIVYA SHARMATHY came along to accompany me throughout the night. Oh ya! Thanks for inviting THUAN JIAN!!
4. Lalithya’s and mum’s birthday was respectively on the 3rd and 5th of September. That weekend we all gathered at SHANG VILLA for a very small celebration. We had good lunch then some home-baked cake! Boy it was so the delicious!! Kissed and hugs!! Love you guys till death do us part!
5. Priya akka’s engagement took place grandly in a temple in Butterworth. Had some vegetarian food and a good night sleep in a chalet 10 minutes drive away from the temple. Back to Kuala Lumpur the very next morning.
6. Then end year exams came along. First time seating for an exam in the new school...the format was the same and that was the only similarity while the marking system was totally different. But what the fuck!! Who the hell cares!! I scored though!!
7. Then came my birthday. Will have a special post for my birthday stuff! Yeah baby!!! I’m so officially 16!!
8. Just after 3 days, I went on a trip to India again for a 12 day trip. Had fun with my iPod and my Cecelia Ahern book. Will write more on the trip to India.
9. On the 22nd of November(if I’m not mistaken), Priya Akka got married. Was a tiring trip but chit-chatted most if the time. Kuala Kangsar was the venue. Then travelled down back to Butterworth for the wedding reception. It was in Chinese school hall-air conditioned(thank god). The cake looked gorgeous and tasted so good too. The deco was a –GOOD JOB DONE-!!!!
I think that’s about it. I hope blogging often and studying at the same time will be one of my resolutions for next year. Till the next post.
xo Diviya xo
School transferring is a very difficult process. Documents are at error, never a bid issue but friends, teacher’s, the class environment and the school’s environment are some real issues that I cant seem to get it off from this little mind of mine. It’s been extremely though these few weeks with the piles and piles of problem stacking up but I’ve learnt to handle all those. The friendship I had with those wonderful people, I will always cherish until my very last breath. For my conscious, I’ve never did anything great for them to miss me that much.
On the 2nd of September I went to my new school but they didn’t allow me to register in the school as I didn’t have any proper documents from my former school( Smk P Bukit Kuda). So I decided to go to my ex-school with my darling mother.
First, I headed to the teachers staffroom to settle all the documents issues with my class teacher Pn Fatimah a.k.a “4sc2 mother”. Then I chatted with Pn Shirly-THE Best Est teacher anyone could have. We both shed some tears together as I told what actually was going on. I couldn’t speak much to Pn Faizatul –THE Best English teacher because I couldn’t hold back my tears and that I have told her about it earlier. She will always remain as the best English teacher in my heart. I will always remember all the teachers who shared their knowledge with me. You guys are the bet and will still remain as the best.
While I was still in the staffroom, the angels (4sc2 girls) surrounded me. I offered them a deal that I will see them in class after recess time. So I did as what I promise. I walked past the brown painted doors with the Merdeka balls I did hanging above my head. I could just feel the sadness in the class atmosphere. At that time it was EST lessons going on so I asked Pn Shirly’s permission for me to say some few last words and indeed she allowed.
My lips was moving, ’hmm’ ‘hmm’ ‘hmm’ ‘hmm’ repeated each sentence I preached. Eyes rolling up, down, right, center,my voice was breaking, and ‘bhhooooosh’ down rushed the tears on my pink cheeks. That was the beginning. I wouldn’t call it a speech but its was more like a farewell message. I started with announcing my transfer then the apology came along and ended with wishes for all of t them. Oops! I forgot the past where I apologized on not having the gathering this year over at my place. At first I told myself not to fall into tears but eventually I did what I wasn’t planning to do. Practically all of them were in tears when I talked in front. Only a handful was strong. The friends I expected for them to be happy on my transfer also cried along. On that particular day I cried and cried and cried the whole day and guess what??! the very next day I fell sick.
I didn’t take much time of the EST lesson- ‘I think so’. I walked back to the staffroom to get more documents and Pn Fatimah told me that my mum just left. She gave me some cash for me to have my lunch and was rushing to go somewhere. I took a walk back to canteen as my stomach was already growling. I looked all around and wondered what I wanted to fill my stomach with. After a good 3 minutes of walking I decided to take the Yong Tau Foo. I ate that and got myself drink. I was full and ready to go back but I couldn’t even see the shadow of my mother.
The school ended and my mum has not arrived. I watched all the girls go back and said my last goodbye. I spent some time with some of them who was still waiting for transports to arrive and for teacher to be out from the meeting. I went back with a sad face that I can’t see them often anymore but with a happy spirit. I didn’t go back empty handed. Mariyaee gave me a container of chocolate cake which she signed but now disappeared, teacher gave her purple hari sukan bag, Kanchana gave me a some sort of like merdeka badge with her sign on it and the 4sc2 girls gave me a colour roll paper with all the love messages, wishes for me with their signatures added to the message. Thanks people! I’m still having all those wonderful memorable things of yours. You need not need to buy anything special need to buy anything special from all of you but the things that was given is priceless.
P.S: I love you guys so much. I miss you’ll so much. Our times we spent together now only stay as memories. At times good and at times bad. Study smart! I'm always there for you guys. Just give me a RING and I’ll be there. God bless each every soul from harm,danger and death.
As far as I'm concerned I have done my best in keeping 34 pupils under my watch. To the extend of keeping them quiet might be an issue because I myself cant do so. Come on!! No one is perfect and you cant change a persons nature of being themselves. Lets head back to the JAMUAN thingy. The main goal behind this is for all the classmates to be together-no splitting up here and there. So i decided to have a dinner and then followed by camping over at my place. There's this wide empty piece of land just right in front of my house. It will be nice for all of us to get together after a long break. Its for sure on the month of December .
Apparently some old folks still keeps their large head up to go somewhere else. Just imagine..Genting Highlands, Jusco Bukit Tinggi or Sunway Pyramid. I know it sounds like a total fun,first class all the way with all the attraction on us-the jacoons. Genting Highlands is a total "NO" because some cant afford for the humongous payment + its not safe for all of us to go up Genting Highlands as December falls in the rainy season category + its hard to get permission form the 'parents'. Just be rational..will my parents allow me to go on a trip to Genting Highlands alone with my friends?? ask yourself. Teacher might tag along but is she rejects then we are all alone. I'm not going to responsibility on this kind of matter. I'm like digging my own grave. Who ever suggested this then they are forced to take in charge of all-from A to Z.
Next option is Jusco Bukit Tinggi. What actually you guys want to do there. Shop till you drop. Some cant even do that because they come with budget in their pockets. We will end up walking and talking. The most we can do is to go for a movie. That's about all. Same case in Sunway Pyramid. One thing more that can be done there is ice skating but remember not everyone is willing to skate,humiliate themselves and get their panties all wet.
My inner volcano nearlt errupted when i got to know that the "ass holes" were not in this together. They should have confronted me that day itself or later on. Dont you guys try stepping on my head. Theres a limit to everything. Think guys!!! THINK. I might have it and I might just cancel the jamuan and use the money for donation to the orphanage. At least they benefit something from the class fund. God bless all this toxinated people!!!!!
Leaving me,an innocent soul wondering how to make life without you better,
There was nothing but unconditional love that no one can pay.
Not now to afford anyone in life with their missing.
I've been going to an orthopedic doctor since i was in standard 5. Dato' Hamid is the best efficient orthopedic doctor I've ever met. Back then he diagnosed me with 'knock knees'. Its to do with the legs which are not straight and that makes the knee knock against each other when I start walking. Till today I believe its cause by birth deformation. This makes me suffer in pain. Its a 24-7 pain. Only GOD understands what I'm going through now. Surgery was one of way out to deal with this problem but i was in a too young and at tender age to undergo a major operation. I was then taken to the an authentic specialist-place where they make fake body parts and body depending tools. There they gave me a blue knee guard to be worn every day- minus the bathing time and sleeping time. I wore it almost a year half and took them off when I was confident to myself that the pain is 'dead and gone.
Now,thank God. In his grace my dad met this lady when he was praying in the Buddhist temple. Apparently she is involved in a shoe making business where its aim is to cure people with leg,backbone,shoulders and etc problems. Its amazing seeing the DVD other patients has survived from various joints,ligaments,muscles problems. Its a shoe of magic. Its very pricey too.
I hope this shoe and the braces rectify my leg problem. I believe in you GOD.
My life just turned upside down-I'm still living whatever its left
Ive been writing a lot of poetry-I'll post it soon
We just finished our ujian setara exam-I suck at exams
Kanchana is driving me up the wall-In a good way though
Mirosha is bugging me every single second-Damn that girl needs a zipper on her mouth.
I hate being the class monitor-but glad that my class has been wining "kelas terbersih" for the past 2 weeks-credits to my secreatary of cleaniness.
Ive not been well-Its been like the 12th day now.
Money out-my dad has spent alot on my deformed leg*genu recuratum*
Aunt-Ive 2 new nephews(Raashween & Isiah) + a niece (Shamita)
My dad is opening a new sister company- SEASONS FRESH AND FROZEN MART-come visit its in port klang though.
Thats all for now..I'll keep you guys updated. I PROMISE.
Quickly had my bath, breakfast and rushed to tuition.
Then..so leceh. I had to fill up dat stupid blue form to pay tuition fees. I dont know why they have such system. Its good..systematicly feed paying but ahhh so irritating. On top of that must write double..and they have symbols for subjects. Issshhh. I decided to drop add maths coz its bugging my life. I feel the teacher is a bit too fast + i registered for that class late. Missed out alot especailly on the first few chapters. No foundation so consfuse la. Picked up notes then headed for classes.
1.Chemy class: Yawned a trillion times until Mr.Mani also got tired of looking at me in his saturday chem class because i'll be only one yawning like a morron. Chemy is not my favourite subject because ah its has alot of formula and this and that to memorise.
2.Physics class: Started late due to an emergency case. Mr.Yeoh had to rush his daughter to the clinic. Pity her and him also. We had some fun time whil he was gone. I and amira(classmate) disturbed vincent(samad-used to be class mate) with a gurl that we thought he ws so close with. But..it turned to be..she ws nt his special gf but they were just friends. In class i was yawning away but Mr.Yeoh spiced up the class with jokes and his presentation sort of thingy la.
Got my ass into the car and headed of to chitti's hs(6th mummy) to pack up the junks we bought. GOD!!! It looks like we r coming back with added pounds on the buttts!!! Thanks deepa for the book. It is really good babe!!
Had to go back early because agathes(smks9 friend) and family are coming to the house. Visiting i guess.They came and things went well. I served them cake and we chat. This is how my weeked runs. So lame rite!! Because THE lame king is ruling the house.