Yeaaaah. At last..the time has arrived for me to pack and fly to India. The best part is we get to get together(maternal family) and pray at the same time. Love them to the max!!! I heart each one of you!!! Estimated 21 of us are going + vishal. We are gonna visit many temples..and im gonna wish for all my problems that im facing will dissapear *in god's willing. We will be there for 8 days. When there is a smile,there will always be a frown too. My exam is starting on the 13th. I'll only touch down in Malaysia in the evening or so. Missing many days of school,lesson and tips for exam. But wth,ill give up that just to spend time wit my loved ones. This is gonna be quality time together because no phone call disturbance,no sudden meeting and so on. Thank you guys for leaving all ur duty behind for this trip.


Woke up and realised it was already 8am.

Quickly had my bath, breakfast and rushed to tuition. leceh. I had to fill up dat stupid blue form to pay tuition fees. I dont know why they have such system. Its good..systematicly feed paying but ahhh so irritating. On top of that must write double..and they have symbols for subjects. Issshhh. I decided to drop add maths coz its bugging my life. I feel the teacher is a bit too fast + i registered for that class late. Missed out alot especailly on the first few chapters. No foundation so consfuse la. Picked up notes then headed for classes.

1.Chemy class: Yawned a trillion times until Mr.Mani also got tired of looking at me in his saturday chem class because i'll be only one yawning like a morron. Chemy is not my favourite subject because ah its has alot of formula and this and that to memorise.

2.Physics class: Started late due to an emergency case. Mr.Yeoh had to rush his daughter to the clinic. Pity her and him also. We had some fun time whil he was gone. I and amira(classmate) disturbed vincent(samad-used to be class mate) with a gurl that we thought he ws so close with. turned to be..she ws nt his special gf but they were just friends. In class i was yawning away but Mr.Yeoh spiced up the class with jokes and his presentation sort of thingy la.

Yeaa..class over!!!

Got my ass into the car and headed of to chitti's hs(6th mummy) to pack up the junks we bought. GOD!!! It looks like we r coming back with added pounds on the buttts!!! Thanks deepa for the book. It is really good babe!!

Had to go back early because agathes(smks9 friend) and family are coming to the house. Visiting i guess.They came and things went well. I served them cake and we chat. This is how my weeked runs. So lame rite!! Because THE lame king is ruling the house.

New Leaf

I have been judged many times(uncountable,may be million,billion,trillion) by friends,relatives and close family members. Mostly about how i behave,how i dress,how i laugh,how i walk,how i talk,how i look, and so oonnnn.....So now the new diviya has poped up. I dont care what people think about the new DIVIYA!! I know myself better and god knows me even more better. Im gonna open my mouth when required only. Leaving all my bad words behind. Never gonna say it out to that person but gonna keep dat person and what he or she pointed out way deep in my heart so that the person cannot be forgotten easily in a bad and nasty way. Finally ur names can be scratched onto my heart. Once it is never can be cured in a slip of a second. Family,friends and even teachers can notice cleary about my changes but hey its for the betterment. Win win situation is gained by me having a new personality. I dont get hurt by ur words and you are in good books with me. Simple as abc. First they might have an round off oppinion dat im undergoing depression. May be i am, may be im not. Who knows??? Sorry if i have made you think and worry about me. I dont want attention n fake love. I just wish i would have never been surrounded by this kind of irrelevant human beings. "siapa yang makan cili,dialah yang rasa pedasnya". So this is how i am. Take it as it is. If u cant..paint me invisible.