Since its chinese new year..we have like a week of holidays. Half of the time is spent on doing homework. I have tonnes of homework. My mission for now: FINISH ALL HOMEWORK. I cant wait to get out and have some fun. Dont think i'll get the chance to do so. Im so loving my studies. Hahah. Turned into a nerd. If it takes to be a nerd to be an A"s scorer in SPM 2010, hell yah!!! i will be a nerd. Whatever it takes to be a scorer. I will sacrifice just for this year.

Jekyll and Hyde

I bet no one knows about you yet. Never will anyone in this world will understand the game your playing on earth. So angelic most of the times and fake smiles you potrey. Yet to know you are such a cruel devil with the most hurting words well memorised. I just hope you will take into consideration of your double split personality your living with. Get a doctor. Leave your 'denial world'. Make a change. Count your blessings. Mention the name of God and you'll be right where you belong!

Now back on Blogger! Things That are Missed Out..

Ive been super busy with stuff lately.. till no time was given priority to my blog. MY BAD!!
So heads up readers!! This is what took place after the last post i posted! THE TRANSFER thingy right??!!
1. Made alot of new friends. Thanks guys for making me feel more at ‘home’! love you guys.
2. Having lots of fun with my loved ones without that plastic human figure in my life who kept on restraining us from doing so.
3. I went for this Red Crescent Night in Hokkien Hall. Even though the crowd was conquered by the Chinese members...I still had fun though. Thank god DIVYA SHARMATHY came along to accompany me throughout the night. Oh ya! Thanks for inviting THUAN JIAN!!
4. Lalithya’s and mum’s birthday was respectively on the 3rd and 5th of September. That weekend we all gathered at SHANG VILLA for a very small celebration. We had good lunch then some home-baked cake! Boy it was so the delicious!! Kissed and hugs!! Love you guys till death do us part!
5. Priya akka’s engagement took place grandly in a temple in Butterworth. Had some vegetarian food and a good night sleep in a chalet 10 minutes drive away from the temple. Back to Kuala Lumpur the very next morning.
6. Then end year exams came along. First time seating for an exam in the new school...the format was the same and that was the only similarity while the marking system was totally different. But what the fuck!! Who the hell cares!! I scored though!! 
7. Then came my birthday. Will have a special post for my birthday stuff! Yeah baby!!! I’m so officially 16!!
8. Just after 3 days, I went on a trip to India again for a 12 day trip. Had fun with my iPod and my Cecelia Ahern book. Will write more on the trip to India.
9. On the 22nd of November(if I’m not mistaken), Priya Akka got married. Was a tiring trip but chit-chatted most if the time. Kuala Kangsar was the venue. Then travelled down back to Butterworth for the wedding reception. It was in Chinese school hall-air conditioned(thank god). The cake looked gorgeous and tasted so good too. The deco was a –GOOD JOB DONE-!!!!

I think that’s about it. I hope blogging often and studying at the same time will be one of my resolutions for next year. Till the next post.

xo Diviya xo


School transferring is a very difficult process. Documents are at error, never a bid issue but friends, teacher’s, the class environment and the school’s environment are some real issues that I cant seem to get it off from this little mind of mine. It’s been extremely though these few weeks with the piles and piles of problem stacking up but I’ve learnt to handle all those. The friendship I had with those wonderful people, I will always cherish until my very last breath. For my conscious, I’ve never did anything great for them to miss me that much.

On the 2nd of September I went to my new school but they didn’t allow me to register in the school as I didn’t have any proper documents from my former school( Smk P Bukit Kuda). So I decided to go to my ex-school with my darling mother.

First, I headed to the teachers staffroom to settle all the documents issues with my class teacher Pn Fatimah a.k.a “4sc2 mother”. Then I chatted with Pn Shirly-THE Best Est teacher anyone could have. We both shed some tears together as I told what actually was going on. I couldn’t speak much to Pn Faizatul –THE Best English teacher because I couldn’t hold back my tears and that I have told her about it earlier. She will always remain as the best English teacher in my heart. I will always remember all the teachers who shared their knowledge with me. You guys are the bet and will still remain as the best.

While I was still in the staffroom, the angels (4sc2 girls) surrounded me. I offered them a deal that I will see them in class after recess time. So I did as what I promise. I walked past the brown painted doors with the Merdeka balls I did hanging above my head. I could just feel the sadness in the class atmosphere. At that time it was EST lessons going on so I asked Pn Shirly’s permission for me to say some few last words and indeed she allowed.

My lips was moving, ’hmm’ ‘hmm’ ‘hmm’ ‘hmm’ repeated each sentence I preached. Eyes rolling up, down, right, center,my voice was breaking, and ‘bhhooooosh’ down rushed the tears on my pink cheeks. That was the beginning. I wouldn’t call it a speech but its was more like a farewell message. I started with announcing my transfer then the apology came along and ended with wishes for all of t them. Oops! I forgot the past where I apologized on not having the gathering this year over at my place. At first I told myself not to fall into tears but eventually I did what I wasn’t planning to do. Practically all of them were in tears when I talked in front. Only a handful was strong. The friends I expected for them to be happy on my transfer also cried along. On that particular day I cried and cried and cried the whole day and guess what??! the very next day I fell sick.

I didn’t take much time of the EST lesson- ‘I think so’. I walked back to the staffroom to get more documents and Pn Fatimah told me that my mum just left. She gave me some cash for me to have my lunch and was rushing to go somewhere. I took a walk back to canteen as my stomach was already growling. I looked all around and wondered what I wanted to fill my stomach with. After a good 3 minutes of walking I decided to take the Yong Tau Foo. I ate that and got myself drink. I was full and ready to go back but I couldn’t even see the shadow of my mother.

The school ended and my mum has not arrived. I watched all the girls go back and said my last goodbye. I spent some time with some of them who was still waiting for transports to arrive and for teacher to be out from the meeting. I went back with a sad face that I can’t see them often anymore but with a happy spirit. I didn’t go back empty handed. Mariyaee gave me a container of chocolate cake which she signed but now disappeared, teacher gave her purple hari sukan bag, Kanchana gave me a some sort of like merdeka badge with her sign on it and the 4sc2 girls gave me a colour roll paper with all the love messages, wishes for me with their signatures added to the message. Thanks people! I’m still having all those wonderful memorable things of yours. You need not need to buy anything special need to buy anything special from all of you but the things that was given is priceless.

P.S: I love you guys so much. I miss you’ll so much. Our times we spent together now only stay as memories. At times good and at times bad. Study smart! I'm always there for you guys. Just give me a RING and I’ll be there. God bless each every soul from harm,danger and death.

DNS Gathering

It was held on 24.08.2009, Tuesday at the Klang Hokkien Hall. This event was organized by the Sultan Abdul Samad School’s Red Crescent members. I didn’t know anything about it until I was invited to attend the event by one of their organizers, Mr. Kind Dude (Thuan Jian). I arrived there quite late but Mr. Kind Dude himself arrived later because he had no heart to miss his tuition class. So much for that, the starting of the event was a little of a yawning moment for me. It was good though. I attended the event with a mission. I wish I can accomplish it. As soon as I stepped my both foot onto the building floor. Guess what! I was shocked. Most who attended the gathering was all Chinese. Minority was the Indian and the Malays. I could handle that because I’m not a RACIST like some people were wining about. The juniors were so sweet to think and reward their seniors for all their sweating moments in bringing up their team among the other Red Crescent teams in the Klang district. Welcoming the V.I.P and the first few performances was good. Then came the moment we were all waiting for “DINNER”. They had an assortment of food served. I personally extremely loved the sausages. After eating, we were then hosted to another session of entertainment. Love it baby!! Pooff lights went off leaving behind the lantern lighted up. The empty hall looked exotic that night. Then, a girl sang. Damn she was good-God gifted. I was just about having fun until my mum turned up at the door to pick me up. I’m more to a descent girl. So, I decided not to stay up so long till the end of the event. I wished I could attend something like this again. I took some pictures. It was so awesome. I looked nice in most of the pictures. Yeah me!I cant put up the pictures in here but you can check out my facebook profile!